[Well.... yes, actually. He really would like them to leave. For multiple reasons.
He feels like he's starting to lose it. Psiionic won't stop arguing with him. They can't agree with each OTHER. He... he's just nothing, nothing at all!! Why won't they just leave!!
It seems to him that Zecora is, sincerely, the best place for Chiaki right now. He doesn't know what brought on Chiaki's... attack. Respiratory distress? Syncope? He doesn't even know. It doesn't matter. A pathetic, repulsive insect like him... could never be any help in a situation like this. He could only harm them.
But then again.... his own wants and needs are completely irrelevant. It would be hypocritical of him to wish for them to do other than exactly as they please. His comfort, his feelings exist in spite of his best efforts, so it's natural, no--necessary--for them to act in complete disregard of him. No wonder the Psiionic is so confused... he mistook their best interests for his own! Disgusting.]
I... I have no right to an opinion! Take whatever you need from me! It's what I deserve, after all--
[He smiles to show them it's fine, one hand sweeping back through his hair desperately, expression strained.
But he also knows that the longer Chiaki hangs around, the more likely it is that she'll bring up her toy again.
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The longer this thread goes, the more he unravels
Date: 2017-02-14 12:24 am (UTC)He feels like he's starting to lose it. Psiionic won't stop arguing with him. They can't agree with each OTHER. He... he's just nothing, nothing at all!! Why won't they just leave!!
It seems to him that Zecora is, sincerely, the best place for Chiaki right now. He doesn't know what brought on Chiaki's... attack. Respiratory distress? Syncope? He doesn't even know. It doesn't matter. A pathetic, repulsive insect like him... could never be any help in a situation like this. He could only harm them.
But then again.... his own wants and needs are completely irrelevant. It would be hypocritical of him to wish for them to do other than exactly as they please. His comfort, his feelings exist in spite of his best efforts, so it's natural, no--necessary--for them to act in complete disregard of him. No wonder the Psiionic is so confused... he mistook their best interests for his own! Disgusting.]
I... I have no right to an opinion! Take whatever you need from me! It's what I deserve, after all--
[He smiles to show them it's fine, one hand sweeping back through his hair desperately, expression strained.
But he also knows that the longer Chiaki hangs around, the more likely it is that she'll bring up her toy again.
And that--]