control_freak: (Sleep not as an island)
Foster Van Denend ([personal profile] control_freak) wrote 2017-08-21 10:04 pm (UTC)

"A whoopsie." Foster repeats it back at him in a deadened tone.

It's not that he expected anything more out of Taako--or even wanted more out of him. He wanted nothing. He wanted nothing from Taako. Infinite, soul-blanking miles of nothing, hours and days and month of emptiness in which nothing, again nothing was given or exchanged ever again.

He--his other self--were they the same? Were they? Were they both him? No. That was impossible. (Factual, final.) A life with a sister, a friendship, something of value? A... life? (Scorn.)

A life as a person?

A life.

He--

"He" never should have counted on someone else. "He" was a fool. Believing in himself, believing in someone else, as though success were ever a possibility for anyone like him.

But he'd wanted, he'd hoped, he'd had

Didn't he get a chance


There was never a choice.

Except--

Well. It was too late now.

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